maybe but i don't think i'd deserve her, even if i manage to become the best version of myself honestly it's for the best
[ he has... made his peace with it. entertaining the possibility of yuki ever falling for him feels like such a foolish dream. he likes to think he's grown up since then. but he supposes only time will tell. ]
i think unless circumstances are different, someone's looks is usually what draws someone's attention first
[ this is oushi's roundabout way of saying he finds vanitas attractive btw. you have to squint. ]
nothing wrong with that
i lost track how many rounds we've done is it your turn or mine?
[Vanitas reads between the lines well enough, a strange warmth spreading through his chest. It's not pride though, it's something else--he just doesn't know what.]
I think we've done enough now because I feel like I know you better now. It's strange. I think I like you more but also want to antagonize you more as well. Hah.
I refuse. Besides, I think you enjoy my particular brand of pain. 🙃
[Vanitas doesn't understand why it's easier for him to pick on the people he likes more than it is to allow himself to be vulnerable, but maybe he'll work on that. One day.]
[ listen, he's just fortunate he hasn't seen vanitas face-to-face since his official check-in at the resort... otherwise he'd have to suffer through the other man knowing about his stupid heart freckles curse...
if it's anything like the ones i have back home, there's a good handful i like i'll show em all to you if you want
[ ahhh should he check out the arcade on his own beforehand so he can practice?? would vanitas be impressed if he managed to get a toy from a claw machine...... ]
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but i don't think i'd deserve her, even if i manage to become the best version of myself
honestly it's for the best
[ he has... made his peace with it. entertaining the possibility of yuki ever falling for him feels like such a foolish dream. he likes to think he's grown up since then. but he supposes only time will tell. ]
i think unless circumstances are different, someone's looks is usually what draws someone's attention first
[ this is oushi's roundabout way of saying he finds vanitas attractive btw. you have to squint. ]
nothing wrong with that
i lost track how many rounds we've done
is it your turn or mine?
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I think we've done enough now because I feel like I know you better now. It's strange. I think I like you more but also want to antagonize you more as well. Hah.
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don't say stuff that makes him feel warm all over then follow it up with that??? ]
don't be a pain
i can be a pain too ok
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Besides, I think you enjoy my particular brand of pain. 🙃
[Vanitas doesn't understand why it's easier for him to pick on the people he likes more than it is to allow himself to be vulnerable, but maybe he'll work on that. One day.]
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any answer to that is only gonna incriminate me so i'm gonna keep my mouth shut
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Your aversion to incrimination is incriminating.
I'll let it go for now.
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[ listen, he's just fortunate he hasn't seen vanitas face-to-face since his official check-in at the resort... otherwise he'd have to suffer through the other man knowing about his stupid heart freckles curse...
hopefully that goes away soon.......... ]
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But that'll only keep me busy for so long.
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[ lowkey asking about vanitas' hobbies and interests... nbd. ]
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I've been in the library a lot lately too.
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[ is vanitas studying people? what the hell for? ]
what do you like to read?
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[Just collecting knowledge about anything, and simply for amusement most days.]
I like learning new things.. [A subtle way to express he likes to study in his free time. He just might be a nerd.]
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if i'm ever by the library i'll pop in and say hi
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[Looking for him, probably, but Vanitas doesn't want to presume.]
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getting lost, probably
[ but if he had no intention of looking for vanitas then, yeah. that. now if it were a pc cafe, that's a different story entirely. ]
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[If not Vanitas himself, then definitely the direction of the exit.]
What about you? What do you do in your free time?
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do you know what that is?
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You should show me some time.
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you'd be interested?
it's pretty different from books or people-watching...
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And I have heard about something called an "arcade" here.
I'm curious to see, but not enough to wander in there on my own.
[And under no circumstances will this hypothetical activity be considered a date.]
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we'll go together some day then
[ nope, nope. just two bros, hanging. ]
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I want to learn the ones you like.
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if it's anything like the ones i have back home, there's a good handful i like
i'll show em all to you if you want
[ ahhh should he check out the arcade on his own beforehand so he can practice?? would vanitas be impressed if he managed to get a toy from a claw machine...... ]
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Yeah, I'd like that.
It will give me a better idea of you as a person.
[And he's genuinely trying to get used to technology.]
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so what's someone gotta do to get a better idea of you as a person?
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