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[ oushi thinks of the scars he had seen, the very first time they met. ]

then i won't pity you

i don't think i would have anyway, but now i definitely won't

but if i fuck up and start to anyway, you have my full permission to beat me up until i stop

i think

[ hm. ]

i had a pretty easy life compared to... i think almost everybody here
it'd probably take me a million years to even wrap my head around half the stuff you probably had to live through
i know a chump like me has no business pitying someone who's seen and gone through worse
that's like a chicken pitying an eagle

so i don't think you'd have to worry about me pitying you
i'd probably be way too busy admiring you